Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Bottom Line: I'm Bad

Are you perhaps trying to prove something to yourself, not to others? Perhaps trying to convince yourself that you're not such a bad person after all? Satisfying your narcissist tendencies?

All of that and a bag of chips for sure! Dedicated to all anonymous internet commentators — the future is yours chaps, procreate and prosper!


Your Butt Is Mine
Gonna Take You Right
Just Show Your Face
In Broad Daylight
I'm Telling You
On How I Feel
Gonna Hurt Your Mind
Don't Shoot To Kill
Come On, Come On,
Lay It On Me All Right...

Because I'm Bad, I'm Bad - Come On
(Bad Bad - Really, Really Bad)
You Know I'm Bad, I'm Bad -You Know It
(Bad Bad - Really, Really Bad)
You Know I'm Bad, I'm Bad - Come On, You Know
(Bad Bad-Really, Really Bad)
And The Whole World Has To Answer Right Now
Just To Tell You Once Again,
Who's Bad . . .

6 comments:

Kshamabuddhi said...

Ananda Baba,
You ain't bad.
You're just sad.

A very sad case of a wasted youth.

You wasted the best years of your life on the Gaudiya cult and now you realize that what you really want out of life is just some plain old fashioned sense gratification.

You have to renounce your faith to make yourself feel good about being a wanton sense enjoyer.

You can't just admit you are a fallen devotee.
You have to pretend that you have rejected the faith to make yourself look justified in blooping out to become a sense enjoyer smoking weed and hanging with your babe.

See, Ananda, the only person you have fooled is yourself.
The rest of us know better.

It's easy to fool oneself.
It is much more difficult to fool others.

Mr. Ananda ∴ μ α ω λ said...

Oh come now, you're such a sad old sap. You're just feeling grumpy because it took you twenty years longer to figure it out.

Kshamabuddhi said...

Me? Sad?
I am not the sad one.
I own a nice little home in a beautiful part of the world, have three great kids that are about all grown up and have the easiest job I could ever want.
I have cable TV, DSL, and a nice comfy bed to sleep in.
I am about as happy as a bug in a rug.

If I had it any easier I would think something was wrong.

I can drive to a great beach in 90 minutes, have an exercise cycle and a great little beagle dog named Maggie.

Heck, I have got it made in the shade.

You will never have what I have even in your dreams.
That is why you are sad.

See, you are always stuck on some cult - Krishna, Buddha or whoever.

I left cult following over 25 years ago.
I live like a normal person.

You are just a vagabond hanging out in one crash pad after another.

Yep, I would be sad too if I was stuck in your mess.

Anonymous said...

looks like some neo south indian actor still reliving the 60 or 70's?

Anonymous said...

hey Ananda, just passing by a bit fast and wanted to send some love.
We think regularly of you with love. saw a french dude with a big beard the other day and a funny hat and again we thought of you.

hope all is good for you and your girl. send some news when you get a chance.
we're done with goa for the year, back up in the cold mountains and tibetans for now until back to nepal.

with love and shamallows from Manue and Bikash.

Mr. Ananda ∴ μ α ω λ said...

@@ HELLO ALL!! Here's some COPY-PASTE from the fields of NOTHING-HAM...

If NOBODY had an ego, this would not be happening... When there is one ego, then even a (hypothetically) egoless person would reflect that by escalating the ego-rooted situation for general purification. It's called "Mirror Zen" by the Japanese, and it's sometimes quite the radical approach where the "Brain Police" from Nothing-Ham is in the neighborhood!

I bet the brain operators there had not focused on the nature of their smaller EGO that much for a long time! Assuming someone actually also reflected, "Does my ego make me resist the ego of another so?" Nevermind what they say or think of me... It was a roaring Zen success as far as I'm concerned!

Thank you for your kind and benevolent wishes, Samuel Leatt. (L337, anyone??) I wish you much and much of the same good basics. You have posted both a ☻ scolding comment and a ☺ kind comment, and I find that it equates beautifully. ☻ Yin and ☺ Yang and all that in good due ☯ Balance. Not more for one or the other. Then it all muxes together well and in equal love!

I would love it if you also read up on some biographies of Åncient saints and sages, for more insight on all these quirks... I find that people have such a narrow field of precedents that they cannot relate to anything unprecedented. It is then easier to just condemn and file away all such as certainly foul! But as I noted, "I'm Really Bad", so I have my e-go-go bases covered up front! :)

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